teehee.

Town it was on a Friday night. We wanted to watch Corpse Bride but the movie schedule wasn't suitable so we caught Into The Blue. It was quite a good show actually.

After the movie, wanted to meet up with trev and jill but the re-entry to chinablack would take forever due to the long queue so we gave it a miss.

Oh and a Happy Birthday to Miss Caroline Goh Xiu Feng! Who is probably studing for her exams. What a bum.

really?? thanks.

School's out for me today, so self-studying at home it is.

I'm not even going to bother going into one of those childish little blog wars. But thanks for the little paragraph. I don't think your ticker could have spasmed as much as your little friend did that night though. And let me correct you when you say "strangers are forced to become chummy with people they might perhaps not even fancy, all in the name of having a good time." it's more like drunkards are chummy with everyone. You dont have to get chummy with people you dont like to have a good time, unless you're not satisfied with your own company to a point where its the last resort.

Alright, enough's enough, I've said my piece. It's time to wash up and STUDY. hahahahahaha.

maths overload

I'm exhausted from all the maths I've done today. What's worst is, there's still more maths awaiting me at seven. Let me count, one hour of maths during curriculum time, three hours after school and another two hours in a few minutes. That makes a super grand total of SIX HOURS OF MATHS! Someone tell me they've never met someone as hardworking as I am.

I can't believe I sat through three hours of maths, my butt and back hurts and I've only been to the toilet twice the whole day. I might die of dehydration. Having my period does not help either. Boohoo, I cannot wait til it's time to wrap up 2005. Then a new chapter of my life begins.

But I guess I kind of like being so busy. Feels kind of fulfilling. HAHAHA!

Liquiiiid.

It was clubbing at Liquid with Jill last night, since I decided I've been staying in too often on Saturday nights. I was more than glad to get out. I've been missing out on lots of gossip. Didn't realise I've been missing for so long at the other end. Oh well. Can't always have the best of both worlds.

Anyway, it was bloody crowded and I didn't really like the r&b they played. But still, all in all it was a good night. There was a group of mad people who seemed as if they've never clubbed before. They were group-hugging, saying cheers, jumping around in a circle.. and they danced like they were on E.

Then came psycho girl no.1
She's mad, I pity Jill. Literally pushing her way to wherever Jill was, killer! She kept pushing me aside to get to Jill. Damn rude, I've never met such a mad stalker before. Really really. Jill and her Freaks, tsk tsk!

This was followed by the Drunkard.
Lesson learnt, people who appear to hate you are secretly want to be you. A sad but true compliment to Jill. Sigh, sometimes you just have to feed her ego. Hahaha.

We left for supper at 85. I was one hungry and tired girl. A bowl of $2 bachormee can work wonders, I tell you.

I'm now being interrupted by Jill and our solitair battle on MSN. hahaha!!!

Oh and Anmari, thanks but I dont think there'll be any kittens left to steal, they're all being given away to my mom's friends friends. :( haha

Your French Name is:

Brigitte Vasseur

What's Your French Name?

The long weekend's over, and it's back to school tomorrow. How mundane can life get?

Friday was Grad Night and it was hell boring. My mom didn't even want to go. Whoever organised grad night ought to be slammed against a wall. The line-up for the night was.. It was so boring I can't even remember! Okay, let me try to recall to the best of my abilities. First, they got us seated, then they had alumni make a bloody long speech on SAC being a brand, I assume we're the products (eew.), afterwhich the principle said a few words. Not sure what happened next. If I'm not wrong they put the girls who won awards on stage and read out all their acheivements.. took forever although it was only four girls. And then they showed the powerpoint presentation, gave out testimonials.. and that's about it.

Before all that, we were outside the convention centre and they complained about my dress because it revealed my cleavage. The wise words of Mrs Joseph "You know this is a school event right?" Blah blah! I dont think it's as bad as other girls, but I forgot! This is not about being fashionable, it's about covering up as much as possible. So they made me wear the shawl. Damn dumb. Should have just worn a turtleneck with a skirt long enough to mop the SP convention centre clean. Not.

There were so many freaks! Not that I want to be mean but really. One girl wore some black lace tights under her skirt and carried a black teddybear bag. See the black thing hanging at her side? Yes, it's her bear. Wtf?


And Joanna's hair was like huge, it was mad hair pls. Somehow she looked like a lizard to me.

After the whole thing, we went back to the hotel to change and went out for dinner. Can't remember the name of the place but it was nice, food was only so-so though. Calamari was pathetic! It's like eight rings for five bucks? AND I'm going to end here! okbye

yawwwnnnnnn

Grad night was the most boring ever. I have about ten million complaints which i'll talk about later. Pictures for now.

Quidam

Caught Quidam just now, it was brilliant. I would say the performance was mind-blowing. Amazing can. The storyline was sort of similar to Alice in Wonderland. Just watch it before they leave, it was really dammnnnn good.

Anyway, gradnight is on Friday and I haven't even collected my dress from the tailors. pfft.

I'm not here to please you or be the perfect friend. Neither are you.

small talk

I am lacking sleep. I had a mere 4hours of sleep today. 8am to 12noon. Tell me I'm wonderwoman.

I woke up to go for a haircut at Parkway. It's nothing hideous, nothing great. In fact, there's nothing left! Not even. I met my mom then we got our hair done and had a very late lunch at Sakae. Bought some facial products and two belts at only $19.80! Hawhaw. Okay, no biggie.

There are some things I would very much love to blog about, after all this is considered a diary right. But nevermind. I must have self-control. Bite my tongue and shut the hell up.

Once again, a part and parcel of life, always the issue - Friends. Gain some lose some. What's new. Nobody can have the best of both worlds.

One bothers and makes the effort, the other just fucks it because they simply can't care enough. Sometimes you see a side of someone you've never seen before or thought existed and you feel like you don't know them anymore. That's the losing point. That's where I stop making the effort. What I thought was worth it seems less important.

On a lighter note, I love it when I get to catch up with people like Caroline. The one person I can actually fall back on. In fact, the busiest person ever. Somehow we both still find time to make smalltalk, a little updating even though sometimes her JC life can get quite boring. Haha! Still, that's what makes our conversations so special. It's rare, and so candid. I love you la stupid nerd! You haven't failed me... YET! So better keep it up. Mahaha.

And I can't wait to catch up with Seekee even though I always say she's damn retarded and fat and dumb. Hahaha. All jokes la. I like gossiping with Seekee. We can go mad. Hopefully this Friday YOU tiongseekeejoanneperpetua will appear outside our hotel room door after your work.

Perhaps one day I will get retribution. I probably will.

phlegm

hello all. prelims so far has been like shit. being sick does not make things any better, a fever i have. but i wont get dengue, so worry not! my immune system is a fighter.

i didnt even study yesterday. i went to school sick today, and had to do the maths paper. it was quite difficult. just looking at the first question could kill me. i had no idea how to do it. so just anyhow do only ah. then the graph! oh my god. i died trying to fit the y axis on the graph paper. and its damn hard to count decimal places, like 0.08. wtf! that's just sick.

anyway tomorrow i have bio and acc. i shall have crashcourse tuition tonight! thats if my tutor wants to teach me and if i can take in anymore information. OK BYE. life sucks.

what a boring saturday afternoon, or rather evening.

dont the words 'thinking' and 'pondering' have the same meaning?! sheesh.

crewe

watched the longest yard just now. it's a bloody good show, and very violent. but exciting. two thumbs up! caught it with babe, tanya and charmaine at tampines. before that we were at the arcade playing photohunt, table hockey and some stupid jurassic park game. pfft.

after that ben and i came home and we watched eurotrip. it's a hilarious show. okay, i have nothing to say actually. ahaha. i enjoyed today! although we did like, nothing!

last night S(ann) came over for her secret mission of ________. she didn't even sleep. i slept at three am and she said i was talking in my sleep. i knew i did subconsciously! shit. haha she was laughing like mad at me so loud that i heard her when i was sleeping.

which reminds me she told me to tell my babybooz I LOVE YOU. hahahahaha

poppy

S is for Sann.

Hello! It is 5.36pm now, and my subject for the moment is S. And it so happens to stand for Short and Sweet. I will now talk about S's physical attributes. S is about a head and a half shorter than I am, she looks like my younger sister. She's very small. Oh, S stands for Small too!

Let me show you what S looks like.




This is her on her new bicycle, cycling to the market at 6am. S likes cycling, and she enjoys plucking flowers for her loved ones. Particularly yellow daisies as seen in the above photo. Besides this, S loves me very much. She buys me underwear for christmas and in return, i let her print photos at my house.

I like talking to S because I can tell her anything. Well, almost. Sometimes S laughs at me because she thinks I'm a retarded dead fish. But I let her because I'm not short, and the air down there can get quite stale.

Although S and I don't meet up very much. There is still love and this is my way of showing it. S, you my love la! :)

dflkdsfj

another boring afternoon in the life of mal.

how come its thursday so fast! crap. i have not done very much studying. i'm still baffled at how fast time whizzed by right before my very eyes. this is just sick. i've been staying home everyday. except yesterday la.

everyone seems so distant now. is it me or my hormones talking, i dont know. i feel like i'm given the task to set things straight again. because of course i know in some cases i am to blame for that certain distance between certain friends. while others choose to isolate themselves.

i have a friend who thinks i hold grudges against him, i have another who thinks i'm always bitching about people. they make good friends because one can say anything about me and the other will readily agree. i have another friend who builds walls up once there's a minor glitch in the friendship.

i dont see why its so hard to put yourself in someone else's situation before making a judgement. friend A is impartial, friend B likes it because friend A says what B wants to hear. in fact its quite a typical case. ironic, the things they say sometimes. now that i lay it all down, i realise that its only three people i might have a problem with.

isn't it sad to see a perfect apple go bad? i have been hanging out with people who smoke all my life. never once did they offer me a stick, never once. i guess the difference between my situation and this is, boys are just stupid. that might sound like an out of point statement but i'm not going to explain myself.

so i thought i'd tell certain people how much they mean to me.

sann : it's always either i bastard you or you bastard me. but i want you to know that you're not forgotten and that i'm thankful all this while we're able to maintain such honesty with each other. no matter how bad our quarrels can get sometimes. you still mean alot to me. i love you very much.

jillseahhuiling : i miss you. we never seem to bother to make the time to eat our crispy noodles together. our bitching sessions on people going eccentric ocer cockraoches are always entertaining and you never fail to make me laugh. by the way, my blades still at your house LOR.

caroline : all the way in australia, lucky i called you! in fact, i'm so glad i did. you're always so busy with your bloody JC liffe and weiwen but i know you're someone i can lean on for real. even though sometimes you tend to talk about alot of nonsense which i'd like to call geek talk, you're one person i'll always turn to. hope dana and all are doing good! cant wait for you to come back

trevor&carmen : apologies for my absence during your fishing trip. hopefully a proper outing will be instore for us soon. the ex elkcifs please. those days were the best. and i have yet to see trev drive. and carmen, i know you miss me. ;)

ian fatty : how to forget you when i always hear from you? sometimes you call me at night just to annoy me right. but you're the nicest. you know i wont forget when you sent me home. i'm not ungrateful. and i know i still owe you a shot right. thank you for the constant calls, even now when i dont see you all so often. although sometimes i wonder why. haha. ps, i love bowling with you all.

brandonpakiam : MY SKITTLES WHERE?

ok i need to go eat lunch now. mahahaha. i wish i could buy an O level cert.

i've never been so constipated before.

for all the times i lied to the doctor about my so called constipation, this is retribution.


charmaine has nine blouses and nine skirts. thats just retarded.


charmaine as a normal girl.


ps/ some people are just beyond psycho. why dont people get it, not everyone plays games. you say one thing but mean another. not everything is in unspoken codes. and not everyone makes assumptions. the truth is something not many can handle. even i cant handle the truth sometimes. but the question is, how much truth can one handle. this is what you call, selective hearing. so technically, we are all deaf people. ok. enough about this! time for some kitten viewing.

revived!

finally my internet connection is back! quite funny because it just came back on its own. maha! some elf came and fixed it when i was sleeping last night.

anyway, i got home about half an hour ago. i had ban mian for lunch with vic just now. after that i went to buy the cheese pancake thingy and now i'm bloody bloated can. so greedy, dont know for what also.

i totally screwed my ss paper up today. but wtf. whats done is done la. ok i think i will go BATHE and rest. i like todays weather. :)